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| Preface |
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| Foreword |
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| POEMS BY CANCER PATIENTS |
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I entered the room, naked |
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6 | (2) |
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There is a river running in the blood of him |
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10 | (1) |
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11 | (1) |
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A Woman Argues with the Casting Director |
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12 | (2) |
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14 | (2) |
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Prostate Cancer as a Sporting Event |
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16 | (2) |
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18 | (2) |
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Finding God at Montefiore Hospital |
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20 | (1) |
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It seems we can live with cancer now |
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21 | (1) |
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22 | (2) |
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24 | (2) |
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The Cancer Patient Talks Back |
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26 | (2) |
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Because a world may be called into being |
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28 | (1) |
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29 | (3) |
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32 | (2) |
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34 | (2) |
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36 | (1) |
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37 | (1) |
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38 | (2) |
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40 | (2) |
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42 | (1) |
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Variations on My Room in the Bone Marrow Unit: In the Room of Cows |
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43 | (1) |
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44 | (2) |
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Midnight in the Pretty Little House |
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46 | (1) |
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47 | (3) |
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When I Had cancer I thought |
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50 | (2) |
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There's not a book on how to do this |
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52 | (2) |
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54 | (2) |
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56 | (2) |
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58 | (2) |
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60 | (2) |
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62 | (3) |
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Mildred Erickson Buzenberg |
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Julie Ann in the Bone Marrow Unit |
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65 | (1) |
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Outside the Bone Marrow Unit |
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66 | (2) |
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68 | (1) |
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69 | (1) |
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70 | (2) |
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Slow Dancing at the Med-Inn |
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72 | (2) |
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74 | (2) |
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76 | (1) |
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77 | (1) |
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78 | (2) |
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Nephrostomy Tube Surgery at Age Thirty-Four |
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80 | (1) |
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81 | (1) |
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82 | (1) |
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83 | (1) |
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84 | (2) |
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86 | (3) |
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89 | (1) |
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90 | (2) |
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92 | (2) |
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94 | (2) |
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96 | (2) |
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98 | (1) |
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99 | (3) |
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102 | (5) |
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| POEMS BY FAMILY MEMBERS |
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107 | (1) |
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108 | (1) |
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109 | (1) |
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110 | (2) |
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112 | (2) |
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I Will Breathe and Breathe |
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114 | (2) |
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116 | (1) |
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mother, I am feeling myself slip |
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117 | (3) |
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120 | (2) |
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122 | (2) |
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124 | (2) |
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126 | (2) |
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128 | (2) |
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130 | (1) |
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131 | (1) |
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132 | (2) |
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A Fantasy (Thirty Years Later) |
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134 | (2) |
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136 | (2) |
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138 | (1) |
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139 | (3) |
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142 | (2) |
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Giving the Darkness Shape |
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144 | (2) |
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146 | (2) |
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Practicing My Goodbye after He's Gone |
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148 | (2) |
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In Cold Dreams before Dawn |
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150 | (2) |
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An Explanation to My Dying Daughter |
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152 | (1) |
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153 | (1) |
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154 | (2) |
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156 | (1) |
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157 | (1) |
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158 | (2) |
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160 | (2) |
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162 | (2) |
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164 | (2) |
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Elaine Wright Christensen |
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166 | (2) |
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168 | (2) |
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170 | (2) |
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172 | (2) |
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174 | (2) |
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176 | (3) |
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| POEM BY FRIENDS AND HEALTH ADVISORS |
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179 | (1) |
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180 | (2) |
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182 | (2) |
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She Asked for a Joke or Poem |
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184 | (2) |
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186 | (1) |
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187 | (1) |
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188 | (2) |
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190 | (2) |
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192 | (2) |
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194 | (2) |
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196 | (2) |
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198 | (1) |
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199 | (1) |
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To a friend now separated from me by illness |
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200 | (2) |
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202 | (2) |
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204 | (1) |
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205 | (1) |
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206 | (2) |
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208 | (2) |
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210 | (2) |
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212 | (2) |
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214 | (2) |
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B. A. (Bonnie) St. Andrews |
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216 | (2) |
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218 | (2) |
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220 | (2) |
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222 | (2) |
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224 | (2) |
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226 | (2) |
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228 | (2) |
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For Nina on Her Sixteenth Birthday |
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230 | (2) |
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232 | (2) |
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The Daughter, the Moon and Jamaica |
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234 | (2) |
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Hiking in the Anza-Borrego Desert after Surgery |
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236 | (2) |
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238 | (1) |
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Apartment on Third and Brooks |
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240 | (2) |
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242 | (2) |
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244 | (2) |
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An Oncology Nurse's Tribute |
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For a friend lying in intensive care waiting for her white blood cells to rejuvenate after a bone marrow transplant |
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